The female star is obedient and domineering, and she has a crush on me

Chapter 225 Psychological problems?

Ziyi nodded, then shook her head, "I... can't really explain it. I should have felt it a little, but it's not as strong as I imagined."

She saw that Qin Yuhuan would make sounds uncontrollably, but she didn't. She could even endure a few moans in the beginning, and didn't experience what Qin Yuhuan had described before, her mind was a mess.

She remained sane throughout the whole process.

"I do...I think I do a little bit." Ziyi recalled her feelings.

"Well...it wasn't dry when I touched it." Qin Yuhuan also provided her observations.

The two of them sat on the bed and recalled every detail of the past. They tried it again when it was almost dawn. This time, Qin Yuhuan prolonged the foreplay time infinitely, but the result was the same.

The word "joy" seems to have nothing to do with posture.

Qin Yuhuan felt extremely frustrated, and tears fell uncontrollably, which made Ziyi laugh. "It's okay, sister, it's okay, we can practice again, I'll go see sister Jiang, maybe I have some hidden illness."

When Qin Yuhuan heard about the hidden illness, he felt even more sad. "Then I would rather it was my poor skills."

At least her poor technique is her problem, and she will get better if she practices more.

"You go to sleep first," Qin Yuhuan pressed Ziyi on the bed, took the phone from the bedside table and started searching for the problems they encountered, "I need to look at the information again."

She now wondered if Ziyi had some psychological trauma that she herself was not even aware of, or maybe... she was just being wary, because Ziyi was too nervous throughout the whole process, and even if she tried her best to comfort her, Ziyi could not completely relax.

But his cell phone was taken away by someone, "You play with your cell phone without turning on the light, do you want your eyes?"

"Xiao Zi," Qin Yuhuan turned around and put his arms around Ziyi's waist, and said softly, "Tell me about the past. I want to eavesdrop."

Posture: ...

"As I recall, it was boring, and maybe a little embarrassing." Ziyi recalled the few times she and Shu Baizhu had sex. "In the early years, I was looking forward to it every time, but she wouldn't give me any reaction. I didn't know whether it was good or bad. It was as if I was forcing her. I tried hard to please her, but in the end, I was disappointed."

However, not a single one was successful.

Until now, she still doesn't know whether Shu Baizhu is the same as her, also indifferent.

The arm passed under Qin Yuhuan's head, and Ziyi said softly: "So I understand your frustration. Don't be afraid. I will practice with you. Even if I am sick, I will go to see a doctor."

It is really sad to be unable to please the one you love.

"You said, she never touched you?" Qin Yuhuan was wondering if it was because Ziyi had never had any contact with her before, so she felt a little resistant to the strangeness and unknown.

"Well, it doesn't seem so." After being reminded, Ziyi remembered, "It was probably when I was thirty years old, she drank too much, and when we got home she wanted it without any explanation, and I didn't refuse. At that time... it was the same as now, I just felt pain, but I still endured it the whole time."

"It's been so long, I almost forgot about it. I didn't mean to lie to you, sorry." Ziyi felt a little guilty, as if she had lied to Qin Yuhuan, "There won't be a next time."

"So when you woke up the next day, did you feel embarrassed?" Qin Yuhuan seemed to be simply curious about everything about Ziyi's past. After they were together, she actually seldom asked about Ziyi and Shu Baizhu's past, for fear that Ziyi would be embarrassed. But this time, she seemed to have no such concerns.

Ziyi shook her head, "Well... I woke up the next day and didn't see her. Later I went to her parents' house to pick her up and heard some of what she said."

Shu Baizhu said: "If you want her money, she must be mine."

"I didn't hear the whole thing," Ziyi closed her eyes, "The babysitter just happened to pass by and called me, and then they all tacitly stopped talking."

"Do you think I'm stupid?" It was fine when she didn't think about it, but when she thought about it, she found that she was really reckless when she was young. It seemed that her reason and brain were all thrown out of the window. "I used to think, if her family wants money, just give it to them. The money I earn is more than they can spend in their lifetime."

Qin Yuhuan came out of Ziyi's arms and hugged Ziyi in his arms, "Don't worry, I don't mind Xiaozi's stupidity, and I will cherish Xiaozi's love brain."

She could probably figure out some of Ziyi's nervousness about sex, so she ruffled Ziyi's hair and kissed her on the lips, "Go to sleep, my little fool."

"No, I'm not that stupid." Ziyi laughed softly, "It's just that my vision is not very good. I didn't know how to judge people when I was young."

The past is about the heart, the present is about the actions.

Judging from his deeds alone, Shu Baizhu should go as far as possible.

When Ziyi went to work, Qin Yuhuan went out to the office building of Qi Guang Games.

Jiang Haitang pondered for a long time, "The situation you described cannot be cured by taking medicine. Mental illness needs to be treated with mental medicine. The best I can do is recommend a good psychologist to you."

"But I can give you a little hint. Everyone's physique is different. Some people are born without the inner pleasure. You can stimulate the outside." Jiang Haitang kicked Mr. Wen who was working. Wen Jiuying quietly moved the chair away and made room for the drawer. "Here is a booklet. A friend gave it to you a few days ago. I'm giving it to you."

Qin Yuhuan:……?

She opened the booklet and found some particularly simple line drawings. Although they were not of superb painting skills, it was obvious that the person who drew them was definitely a soul painter.

Nothing that should be expressed was left out.

"I'll look through the psychiatrist's business card later and give it to you. As for you, you'd better talk to Xiaozi about your thoughts when you go back. Seeing a psychiatrist is something you still need to figure out on your own. Only communication can produce results."

Qin Yuhuan thanked him and was about to leave when Jiang Haitang waved at her and said, "It's just in time for you to come. Take my pulse."

Qin Yuhuan: ...

The guilty feeling in front of the Chinese medicine doctor came up again. Fortunately, Jiang Haitang was very satisfied with her pulse this time. "You have taken the medicine honestly. It's not bad. I will get two sets of medicine for you later. You can take it up."

Qin Yuhuan: ...

"Sister Jiang, I... am I really that weak?"

Jiang Haitang was very happy, "It's okay, it's normal for young people to have a love affair and have some fun, it's understandable."

Qin Yuhuan: ...

Ziyi, on the other hand, was a little surprised when she learned that Qin Yuhuan went to Qi Guang to play games. "Me? Psychological problems?"

It didn't seem possible at first, but when you think about it carefully... his expression gradually fell, and it seemed to be true.

"Sister Jiang recommended a psychiatrist to me," Qin Yuhuan forwarded the doctor's business card and office address to Ziyi, "Xiao Zi, if you don't want to go, then we won't go. It's okay, don't put pressure on yourself."

Ziyi had no demands on her before, and Qin Yuhuan was the same at this moment. She just hoped that Ziyi could relax, not that she had to solve this problem.

After all, as the booklet says, there is no inner high, but there is outer high, and everyone has outer high, dozens of times a night.