Chapter 1454 Contradictions
Chapter 1454 Contradictions
Niu Mengmeng looked at Nan Weiwei's back, opened her mouth, but couldn't shout out in the end.
She stood there in a daze, her heart full of confusion and worry, but she didn't know what to do.
In the end, she could only shake her head helplessly and turn away.
After separating from Niu Mengmeng, Nan Weiwei went directly to the company.
Her steps were hurried and her expression was solemn, as if there was a heavy rock pressing on her heart.
When she arrived at the company, she went straight to Nan Yifeng's office, but found that the office door was closed and there was no one inside.
Nan Weiwei couldn't help but feel a sense of loss and bitterness in her heart.
Nan Yifeng really lied to her. He probably wouldn't come back today. He would go straight home, or... he wouldn't even come back home.
But she still sat unwillingly on the sofa in the office, waiting quietly, as if as long as she stayed here a little longer, she would be able to wait for Nan Yifeng's return.
Time passed by minute by minute, and the sky outside the office gradually darkened.
Nan Weiwei looked at the gradually blurred scenery outside the window, feeling increasingly irritated and uneasy.
She didn't understand why Nan Yifeng treated her like this? Why was he so close to that woman? And how should she face all this?
Finally, when it was completely dark and the lights in the office were particularly dazzling, Nan Weiwei realized that she had been waiting here for many hours and it was already dark.
She stood up, only to feel her legs go numb and her heart go cold.
There will be no result if we wait any longer, Nan Yifeng will not come back today.
She stood up and left the office. The moment she walked out of the company, her heart was filled with fatigue and helplessness.
Perhaps the relationship between him and Nan Yifeng has come to an end.
But she couldn't help but look back at the brightly lit company building, praying silently in her heart, hoping that everything would have a good ending.
At the company gate, Nan Weiwei met Nan Yifeng who had returned.
Nan Yifeng's footsteps paused slightly, and a hint of imperceptible tension and panic flashed across his eyes.
He tried to regulate his breathing, trying to make himself look calmer.
"Weiwei, why are you here suddenly? I remember it's your design department's day off. Logically, you should be resting comfortably at home now. And didn't you tell me before that you were going to visit Xiaoxiao? Why are you here at the company now?"
Nan Yifeng asked softly, with an imperceptible tremor in his tone.
He stared into Nan Weiwei's eyes, trying to find a trace of emotion in her calm expression.
Nan Weiwei looked at Nan Yifeng with mixed feelings. The panic in Nan Yifeng's eyes was like ripples suddenly appearing on the calm lake, which was keenly captured by Nan Weiwei. Nan Yifeng lied.
She stared at Nan Yifeng and saw her lips trembling slightly.
This was completely different from the confident and calm Nan Yifeng she was familiar with.
Her mood became increasingly heavy. She had originally come to visit Nan Yifeng with only a glimmer of hope, hoping to catch some clues from his expression and attitude to prove that the scenes that made her suspicious were just a misunderstanding.
However, Nan Yifeng in front of her was so out of control that she couldn't help but feel a chill in her heart.
If the person standing in front of her at this moment was a calm, talkative Nan Yifeng, perhaps she would really choose to believe him, bury those unpleasant memories deep in her heart, pretend that nothing had happened, and continue their previous life.
However, Nan Yifeng's reaction disappointed her.
His panic and evasiveness seemed to silently confirm the suspicions in her heart.
Nan Weiwei raised the corner of her mouth slightly, revealing a faint smile, and said softly: "We went to visit Xiaoxiao today. In the afternoon, I went shopping with Niu Mengmeng. I passed by here and felt bored, so I came to see you. I waited for you for a whole afternoon. Where have you been?"
There was a hint of anger in her tone, and she seemed to be somewhat curious about the other person's whereabouts.
Nan Weiwei's voice sounded calm and natural, as if she was just asking casually.
But her eyes were fixed on Nan Yifeng, not missing any subtle expression on his face.
Nan Yifeng's eyes became more evasive when he heard this. He coughed lightly, trying to hide his panic: "Ah, that... I went out to do something, um... It's about a project in the company, it's quite urgent, so I didn't have time to tell you."
His explanation sounded far-fetched and even incoherent.
Nan Weiwei looked at him, the disappointment and pain in her heart surging like a tide.
Nan Yifeng was lying. The reason why he was so panicked was because he had something to hide.
Nan Weiwei took a deep breath and tried to keep herself calm.
She knew that now was not the time to act impulsively and she needed to handle the matter calmly.
She slowly said, "Oh, I see."
"Well, yes. I had dinner with a client later, so I was late. When you came, why didn't you contact me?" Nan Yifeng said.
As soon as Nan Yifeng finished speaking, Nan Weiwei gave a bitter smile in her heart.
Contact you? What would that mean? Would it mean that he would stop lying and see his true heart?
Some things, once you start hiding them, there is no going back.
"Have you eaten? I'll ask the cafeteria to deliver it, or order takeout for you."
Nan Yifeng's voice sounded again, with some concern.
However, at this moment, Nan Weiwei could no longer tell the truth from the falsehood. She just felt that everything had become so hypocritical and so ridiculous.
"No, really no, I came here mainly because I felt bored at home, so I came up to see you. There's nothing special, I just wanted to meet you and chat. You don't have to prepare anything special for me, I can just find a place to eat on the way back, or just make some noodles when I get home, and you can just do whatever you need to do, don't worry about me."
Nan Weiwei tried hard to make her voice sound calm and natural, as if she was just speaking casually.
However, her heart was like the surging waves, rough and difficult to calm.
After saying this, she no longer had the courage to look at Nan Yifeng, and turned around and left quickly.
At that moment, tears blurred her vision and she tried hard to hold back the tears. Once she let the tears burst out, she would no longer be able to remain strong and calm.
Nan Weiwei walked hurriedly, as if she wanted to escape from this place that made her heartbroken.
Her heart was filled with bitterness and disappointment. She didn't know how to face this relationship, or how to face Nan Yifeng's deception and betrayal.
She only knew that at this moment, she needed to be alone and have time to heal the pain in her heart.
When Nan Weiwei returned home, it seemed as if the whole world had collapsed.
She locked herself in the room, hugged her pillow, and tears rolled down like beads from a broken string, soaking the pillow and her heart.
She cried for a long, long time until her tears dried up and her heart became numb with pain.
In the early hours of the morning, Nan Yifeng returned.
He pushed the door open carefully, and each step seemed unusually light, as if he was afraid to make any sound and wake her up in the bed.
Nan Weiwei closed her eyes and lay motionless on the bed, but she was not actually asleep.
Her ears were always alert, capturing every sound in the room.
The sound of water coming from the bathroom was particularly clear in this quiet night.
The sound of the rushing water was sometimes rapid and sometimes slow, just like her fluctuating mood at the moment.
Although his footsteps were light, they could not escape Nan Weiwei's ears.
She could imagine his every move in the bathroom, and every movement pierced her heart like a knife.
When Nan Yifeng went to bed, Nan Weiwei closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep.
She didn't dare face him, didn't dare let him see her red and swollen eyes and the tear marks on her face.
Today, Nan Yifeng seemed to be completely unaware of her existence. Perhaps he really thought that she had fallen asleep, so he did not try to wake her up.
This was very different from his usual behavior. In the past, he always liked to cling to her and be very close to her.
He lay down gently, with his back to her, and seemed to be thinking about something.
Nan Weiwei felt the warmth of his back, but her heart was cold. There was an insurmountable gap between them.
Nan Yifeng was completely unaware that Nan Weiwei beside him was silently enduring tremendous pain.
Her head rested gently on the pillow, as if that was her only support.
He didn't realize that this seemingly ordinary pillow was soaked with her tears.
These tears were not just water, they carried the pain and despair deep in her heart.
Every tear was like a broken heart, telling of her unspeakable pain.
The wet pillow became a witness to her heartbreak, recording the night when she shed silent tears.
Nan Weiwei silently told herself in her heart that perhaps it was time to let go.
This relationship has left her bruised and battered, and she can no longer continue.
How could it be easy to let go? She loved Nan Yifeng deeply, and this love had been integrated into her flesh and blood, becoming an indispensable part of her life.
She also understood that if she continued like this, she would only become more miserable and confused.
Nan Weiwei prayed silently in her heart, hoping that time could dilute everything, hoping that she could get out of the shadow of this relationship as soon as possible and find her own happiness again.
At this moment, she can only endure the heartache silently and wait for the dawn.
Nan Weiwei tossed and turned during the long night, her mind full of thoughts.
Her consciousness gradually became blurred, as if she was dragged into a dark abyss by a heavy force.
Her eyelids became heavier and heavier, and her body became unusually heavy. Finally, she slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep.
However, this brief peace did not last long. In her sleep, all kinds of chaotic thoughts and images kept flashing in her mind.
All the past troubles, worries and pressures flooded into her heart like a tide, making her unable to calm down.
She tried to get rid of these disturbances, but they clung to her like demons and refused to leave. Her heartbeat began to accelerate, her breathing became rapid, and even a thin layer of sweat appeared on her forehead.
She suddenly opened her eyes and sat up in bed, her chest still heaving violently, as if she had just experienced a nightmare.
However, when she looked around and found herself still in the familiar room, she realized it was just a false alarm.
Just like that, her thoughts were like fallen leaves blown up by the wind, flying around in her mind in a disorderly manner. Those thoughts emerged one after another, but they seemed to be disrupted by an invisible hand, so she had no way to sort them out.
Her head felt heavy, as if she was almost suffocating under the weight of all these chaotic thoughts.
Nan Weiwei gently turned her head and her eyes fell on Nan Yifeng who was lying beside the pillow.
Nan Yifeng was sleeping quietly at this moment, his breathing was steady and gentle, and the expression on his face was very peaceful.
His features were particularly soft in the moonlight, his long eyelashes casting a faint shadow under his eyelids.
Looking at him, she felt an indescribable feeling in her heart.
It was a complex emotion that contained too many elements - dependence on him, uncertainty about their relationship, and confusion about the future.
These emotions intertwined together, making her feel even heavier.
She couldn't help but sigh, hoping that this mess could be untied at some point so that her mind could be at peace again.
Nan Yifeng's face was calm and serene, as if nothing had happened.
Nan Weiwei looked at him, a complex emotion welling up in her heart.
Did she hate Nan Yifeng? No, she couldn't. Even though she knew Nan Yifeng had betrayed her and even though she was heartbroken and had difficulty breathing, she just couldn't hate him.
However, this unspeakable emotion did not make her feel good.
She lay on the bed, her eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling, her heart full of doubts and confusion.
She couldn't figure out what was wrong with her and why Nan Yifeng betrayed her?
Are all men the same? They don't cherish what they have. Do they really get tired of the old and love the new? She thought of Xu Xiaoxiao. Fu Yanchen had never changed his attitude towards her over the years.
This question was like a sharp knife piercing her heart.
She felt a tingling sensation, but there was nowhere to escape. She knew that there was no answer to this question, or rather, the answer was not what she wanted to hear.
She was unwilling to admit that the man she loved so deeply would be so irresponsible and so easily betrayed.
Nan closed his eyes slightly, trying to calm himself down.
She knew that this was not a solution and she needed to find a way out and extricate herself from the quagmire of this relationship.
But... this is not easy. She needs courage, strength, and time to heal the wounds in her heart.
During the long night, Nan Weiwei endured the inner torment and pain alone.
She didn't know when she would be able to get out of this shadow and when she would be able to find her own happiness again.
The next day,,,,
NFBE