set fire to his heart

Chapter 198 Years of obsession

"But I'm not a gift without emotion. You can give it to others and put it in any position you want."

As Shen Shili said, he raised his eyes to look at Su Yining.

His pupils reflected her appearance, and the corners of his lips curled up into a shy smile.

Without waiting for Su Yining to respond, Shen Shili continued on his own: "I was one step away from death, because I didn't find a matching bone marrow donor, and during that six months, my mother often cried behind my back. "

"At that time, I often thought, why don't I leave early. This way, my mother and I can be relieved, and there will be no more pain..."

Mentioning the past, Shen Shili's voice choked up a bit.

"..." Su Yi quietly sat opposite him, listening to his talk.

"I even climbed to the window of the ward and wanted to jump, but I still didn't have the courage, and I was also reluctant to part with my mother. Her father's betrayal left her alone. She had no other relatives except me. If I left her How can mother continue to live?"

"I want to survive, but I can't. Until, your mother appears..."

Shen Shili narrated in an orderly manner, recalling the details of the past.

"On the day I heard the good news, I saw my mother's smile again. She hugged me and cried bitterly, but I knew she was ecstatic in her heart."

"With all our anticipation, the day of surgery finally arrived..."

"Although I haven't seen my aunt, I have heard her voice. To me, she is like an angel who pulled me back from hell to the world, allowing me to see the light again and pick up the hope of a new life again. .”

"I asked my aunt why she was willing to travel thousands of miles to help me get rid of the torment of illness. Auntie said, because she has a daughter who is about the same age as me. She is lively, cute, sensible and well-behaved. Beloved person."

When Shen Shili mentioned his mother, he repeated what she had said.

When it came to Su Yining's ears, she automatically substituted her mother's tone and voice, and her appearance also appeared in her mind.

In addition, today happened to be her death day.

Missing and pain surged in Su Yining's heart like a tide.

The tip of her nose was sour, and hot tears rolled in her eyes.

"As a mother, we can compare our hearts to each other. She hopes that I can continue to live a healthy and happy life like her little angel."

Shen Shili went on to say: "Because of Auntie's words, I rekindled my love for this world, and it is precisely because of her mention that I am very grateful to that little angel who is about the same age as me. She is a savior just like Auntie." Benefactor of my life."

He said, looking up at Su Yining.

Those amber pupils had complex expressions, intertwined with various emotions.

"Since my illness was cured, I have always wanted to find them. That is my obsession and my motivation to continue living."

"I also want to be someone like my aunt, who can bring warmth to the world and use my own way to protect the people I want to protect. I want to do my part and do something for them..."

As Shen Shili spoke, his mood gradually sank.

"When I was determined to accept my grandfather's proposal to return to China, on the one hand, I wanted to inherit the Shen family business, and on the other hand, I wanted to return to China and find that benefactor who had a profound influence on me."

"Because I didn't have any clues and didn't get any clues before, so when I saw Shia wearing that necklace on the day I returned to China... I even felt that it was unreal, but at the same time I felt that everything was predestined."

"She's single, and she has a crush on me."

"These factors add up to make me want to take her as my own. I want to give her the future she wants. I want to spend the rest of my life treating her well, loving her and taking care of her. But..."

Shen Shili said, holding his head in his hands in pain.

"When I heard the conversation between the two of you and learned the real owner of the necklace, my world suddenly became very chaotic."

"In the past few days, I have been thinking about what my feelings for Shia are? After losing the filter of my savior, do I still like her? Do I still want to protect her? I..."

"This is contrary to what I want to do, this is not the result I want, this cannot fill the regret in my heart..."

Listen to what Shen Shili said.

His emotions also involved Su Yining's mood.

"Shen Shili."

She told him solemnly: "Whether it's me or my mother, I really don't need your so-called repayment. Maybe you don't know it. My mother has been doing charity during her lifetime, and you are just one of the people she helped. .”

"But she is the only benefactor who has ever saved me."

Shen Shili emphasized to her: "Not only her, but also you. Because of your existence, Auntie is willing to sacrifice her life to save me."

"I want to do something for you," he told her. "This has been my obsession for many years."

"..." Su Yining was speechless.

last life.

The same is true for Shen Shili.

He couldn't violate his beliefs for many years, and felt that accepting Song Xiya was a kind of betrayal of himself.

Therefore, even if he was tempted by her later, he never mentioned it.

"I don't really need you to do anything for me."

Su Yining paused every word, and clearly expressed his sincerity to him: "I only hope that you and Xi Ya can be well."

"So, if I keep in touch with Shia, I'm doing something for you, isn't it?"

When Shen Shili's voice reached his ears, Su Yining's eyes widened in surprise.

"You... Don't you have any feelings for her? She loves you so much, you..."

Su Yining couldn't express it, and felt that his idea was outrageous.

Shen Shili didn't answer.

Even he himself doesn't know the answer.

Su Yining closed her eyes in pain, the scene from her previous life resurfaced in her mind.

All about Shen Shili and Song Xiya.

After a moment of silence.

Su Yining opened her eyelids again.

With firm eyes, she told him: "Yes, this is the only thing I hope you can do, be with Shia. She loves you very much, and she is worthy of your love. Time will tell you the answer. "

It will also prove that the decision she made is correct.

Since he couldn't break the shackles in his heart, it was up to her to break them.

As long as they are together, the tragedy will never happen again.

He will slowly discover Song Xiya's shining point, and he will change his mind and fall in love with her.

They clearly love each other, they should not be separated.

Su Yining thought in her heart.

And her answer made Shen Shili droop his eyes.

He nodded in response: "I see."

Su Yining wanted to say something else, but she heard the waiter's voice outside the door: "Excuse me, who are you looking for?"

The waiter's inquiry made Su Yining suddenly look at the door.

Through the gap between the doors, one can vaguely see a figure standing outside the door.

Su Yining stepped forward quickly.

She slammed the door open...