Who taught you to be a recruit like this?

Chapter 300: Joint Clearance, Thunderous Attack

"What's the reason?"

Qin Feng looked at him quietly.

Li Jiasheng swallowed hard and stammered, "I, I, I can't get over the hurdle in my heart."

Qin Feng asked: "Before the operation began, weren't you quite calm? You even said you wanted to kill more people and get a third-class merit?"

Li Jiasheng smiled bitterly, "I just wanted to show off and appear capable. But I didn't expect that just by moving my fingers, a life would be lost."

"I killed three people. One of them looked only in his twenties."

"He was shot in the head by a sniper bullet a few hundred meters away before he even knew what was happening."

"I never thought that my hands would be stained with blood and that I would be responsible for human lives. Captain, even now, my hands are still shaking. I tremble all over when I see a gun..."

Li Jiasheng raised his hands, and they were indeed trembling visibly.

This is a manifestation of extreme inner fear and an inevitable psychological barrier after killing someone for the first time.

Qin Feng did not comfort him, but continued to ask: "So, have you really thought it through?"

Li Jiasheng felt a little uncomfortable, but nodded. "I don't want to kill anyone. I just want to be a soldier for a few years in peace. This is different from what I thought..."

"What's the difference?" Qin Feng raised his eyebrows. "I still remember that when you introduced yourself, you said that you joined the army because you saw Special 1, and you wanted to be a soldier like Xiaozhuang."

"Now, aren't you heading that way? Xiaozhuang also has to kill the enemy when he performs a mission. You have never deviated from your set route."

"But I really don't want to kill anyone. I can't accept it..." Li Jiasheng covered his head with his hands, his expression somewhat painful.

"But if you hadn't fired at that time, the squad leader and I would have been killed."

Qin Feng's words made Li Jiasheng stunned and fell silent.

He suddenly thought of a sentence he had read in "Guiguzi".

I don't kill people, but people die because of me...

Qin Feng didn't say anything else, just smoked silently.

He spoke slowly only after he finished smoking the cigarette in his mouth.

"Do you know why everyone disliked you in the recruit company?"

"Because I'm pretending?"

"Not only is he pretending, but he's also overly idealistic."

Qin Feng looked at him and said, "You mistook being in the army for finding a job and going to school. That's why you wanted to use the same tricks as before to try to attract everyone's attention."

His tone was serious: "But you've never thought about why a country needs soldiers, and what soldiers do? Defending the country is a very general concept, but how to protect the country and defend the country, have you ever considered it?"

Li Jiasheng looked at him as if he understood but not quite, his head a mess.

When he introduced himself, he actually lied.

Although he likes Special 1 and Soldiers Assault very much, this is not the reason why he joined the army.

The reason he joined the army was simply because he had a fight with his family after failing the college entrance examination, so he came here out of spite.

Moreover, he regretted making this decision on the first day he arrived in the army.

It was also under the influence of Qin Feng and the squad leader, and after experiencing various things, that he gradually began to like this place.

When it comes to defending the country, what impressed Li Jiasheng the most was probably the earthquake relief work.

The moment he rescued the trapped people from the rubble, he really felt like a savior.

Can.....

He just wants to save people, not kill them.

He didn't dare kill chickens, fish, or even a caterpillar.

But now, he has taken three lives at once...

Qin Feng seemed to see through him: "Earthquake relief is to protect our country. Fighting bravely against the enemy is also to protect our country."

"If you didn't shoot, if you were too compassionate, more innocent people would have been killed."

"My squad leader and I were surrounded by them. If you didn't shoot, they would have killed us. Is this what you wanted to see?"

Li Jiasheng lowered his head and fell silent again.

He didn't know how to answer at all.

Qin Feng noticed his reaction and sighed: "We are soldiers, the first line of defense for our motherland. If a war breaks out, will you also run away?"

Li Jiasheng shook his head dejectedly. "Captain, I understand what you're saying. I'm just afraid that if I can't overcome my inner feelings, I'll cause you trouble in future operations."

As a sniper, the most important thing is to have a steady mind and steady hands.

Can a person with a confused mind and trembling hands still be a sniper?

But Qin Feng knew very well that psychological healing takes time.

Although Li Jiasheng and I joined the army together.

But Qin Feng's mental age is in his thirties, and he is always much calmer than him and can think things through more easily.

"People who seem to mature early usually mature late. Maybe one day you will suddenly figure it out, but at least not now."

"That's all I have to say. If you still maintain this idea after you return, I will respect your opinion."

"Chen Sanxi happens to be alone in the logistics department and is quite lonely. It would be nice if you could go and give him a companion."

"Whether you're cooking or fighting in battle, you're contributing to the country. There's essentially no difference."

Faced with Qin Feng's attempts to make amends and comfort him, Li Jiasheng was too embarrassed to agree.

He knew how shameful it was to flee, and he also knew that he had disappointed Qin Feng.

To be honest, even Li Jiasheng looks down on himself now.

But when he thought of the blood exploding from his head after he pulled the trigger, his heart was filled with fear.

......

After turning off the lights and going to bed, Zhao Pengfei found an opportunity, called Qin Feng to the bathroom, and asked about the situation.

When he learned that Li Jiasheng wanted to voluntarily apply to leave the combat squad, he felt a pity.

"This guy is very talented in shooting and is a good candidate for a sniper, but I didn't expect..."

"Forget it." Qin Feng was quite open-minded. "Everyone's past experiences are different. Li Jiasheng comes from a wealthy family and has never suffered much since he was a child. This also means that his heart is destined to be more fragile than that of ordinary people."

"The reason I brought him out this time was because I hoped he could experience this sooner."

"But I didn't expect that three lives would crush him."

Zhao Pengfei sighed, "We've been at peace for so long that everyone has forgotten that the military has always been a violent institution."

"People only know that soldiers have to endure hardships, but no one considers that the hardships we endure are preparations for battles that may break out at any time."

"Without killing or shedding blood, how can the army's combat effectiveness be improved so quickly? It seems we need to do more stress resistance training in the future."

"Ah."

"Oh right, speaking of this. I wonder what's going on with the battalion commander. Have they returned yet?"

Qin Feng thought for a moment and said, "It's been a while, he should be back, right? I'll give him a call tomorrow and ask him."

......

The next morning, Gao Tianxiang found Qin Feng happily.

And there was also good news: the guy named Natu had been caught.

On the way, they conducted a surprise interrogation of the guy, and he confessed to the crime.

Gao Tianxiang grabbed Qin Feng's shoulders with both hands and said excitedly, "At present, the leadership has urgently reported this matter. After learning the truth, the higher-ups were furious. They decided to unite the three countries and launch a joint crackdown on the Jinshanjiao area, preparing to wipe out the drug production base in Nuokan!"

Qin Feng was very surprised: "Why are they moving so fast?"

Gao Tianxiang nodded: "Of course! Don't you see how big the impact of this matter is? Not only does it endanger the lives and safety of our people, but it also attempts to shake our foundation in some way!"

"So, the higher-ups have decided to bring Nuokan back to China to face trial!"

"As for the joint action, shouldn't we..." Qin Feng asked.

Gao Tianxiang laughed heartily and said, "You don't need to participate in the joint operation. We will be sending a large number of police forces this time, and their weapons and equipment will be the most advanced. That Nuokan will definitely not be able to escape!"

He hugged Qin Feng and patted his back vigorously: "Qin Feng, thank you. If it weren't for your help this time, the case would never have been solved so smoothly!"

Qin Feng was strangled by him and was a little breathless, but he just said politely: "The military and police are one family, it's all right. You owe me a favor this time, but you have to pay it back in the future."

"Hahahaha, of course. We should visit each other more often and keep in touch!" Gao Tianxiang said with a smile: "Also, Director Cui has specially applied for a batch of bonuses for you, more than 500,000..."

"Then I'll accept your offer with all due respect." Setting up a special operations platoon requires a lot of funds, so Qin Feng naturally wouldn't refuse.

......

After bidding farewell to Gao Tianxiang, Qin Feng and the others finally set out on their journey back home.

"Finally, I'm going home!" Wu Jin couldn't help but sigh in the car.

"Yes, I can finally go home. I don't know if I can make it in time for lunch!" Zhao Pengfei also said with a smile.

From beginning to end, Li Jiasheng was like a transparent man, curled up in his seat and said nothing.

Qi Meng saw it and was anxious, but he didn't know what to say.

There are fewer and fewer buildings on the roadside, and the surrounding scenery is becoming more and more desolate.

A large number of mountains began to appear in the distance, and the air gradually became thinner.

It was not until after three in the afternoon that the car arrived outside the barracks gate.

The two sentries immediately stepped forward, and when they saw Qin Feng and the others inside, they reacted extremely excitedly.

"Company Commander, you, you are finally back!!"

"What's wrong?" Qin Feng asked.

One of the sentries' eyes suddenly turned red, and he sniffled and said, "Company Commander! Battalion Commander, the battalion commander, the battalion commander, the battalion commander..."

"What's wrong with the battalion commander?" Qin Feng's pupils shrank, and he pushed open the car door and walked in front of him.

"The battalion commander and his men are in danger and are still in critical condition!"

"them??"

Qin Feng's whole body shook, and his head seemed to explode!

[Knock, knock, knock, is anyone still reading? There have been fewer requests for updates and comments lately. Is it because the latest plots are boring and uninteresting?]