Chapter 118 Will not forgive
Chapter 118 Will not forgive
"But I really..."
"I know you have really thought it through, but this is not a reason for you to ask us to forgive you, because we are the victims. If you want us to forgive you, you need to give us some time. After all, we don't believe that you have given up on the old house." Xu Shan felt a little sad because of Xu's mother's gentle voice.
Finally, he lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Don't think too much. It's good to live like this in the future."
Xu Shan really wanted to say no, but when he thought about it carefully, wasn’t this how they had lived before?
Is this a bit ridiculous now?
Xu Shan did not continue to talk to Xu's mother about this, but just told himself in his heart that as long as he truly changed, it would be good for them.
I believe that one day, they will forgive him.
Their days will return to the way they once were.
Thinking of Xu Shan, I felt much better.
In the kitchen, Xu Zhiyan asked Xu Peiran: "Brother, what did Dad tell you?"
Xu Peiran did not hide anything and told Xu Zhiyan about their conversation.
After hearing this, Xu Zhiyan also fell silent.
But what Xu Peiran said was correct in one thing.
They didn't really forgive him, nor did they really believe that Xu Shan would not continue to manage the old house.
After all, Xu Shan said a lot of such things, but he also did a lot of things that he acquiesced to.
They always have to learn to protect themselves.
Xu Peiran reached out and rubbed Xu Zhiyan's hair, and said softly: "Don't think too much, we just need to do what we should do, and don't think too much about other things, it's unnecessary."
Xu Zhiyan glanced at Xu Peiran in anger and said, "I'm cooking, don't touch me."
Xu Peiran and Chu Jinxiao were helping on the side. Chu Jinxiao said to Xu Peiran, "You will never forgive, right?"
"Maybe. Who can predict what will happen in the future? Let's just leave it this way for now." Xu Peiran shrugged and said indifferently.
But Chu Jinxiao could actually tell whether it didn’t matter or not.
It’s not that he doesn’t want this father, it’s just that he is completely disappointed with this father.
I don't want this father anymore.
"It will be fine."
Xu Peiran smiled without comment, said nothing, and quietly helped Xu Zhiyan cut vegetables and cook.
No one can tell whether it will get better or not, the only thing that can be seen now is that he seems to be sincere now.
But as time goes on, if Old Lady Xu and the others continue to pretend to be pitiful, who knows what will happen in the end?
Xu Zhiyan glanced at Xu Peiran and said, "Brother, are you worried that they will come here to pretend to be pitiful, and that Dad will end up being the same as before?"
Xu Peiran, who was cutting vegetables, raised his eyebrows and looked at Xu Zhiyan: "Aren't you worried?"
Xu Zhiyan stopped talking because her worries were the same as Xu Peiran's.
This kind of thing happened too many times and they were all scared.
"Forget it, let's ignore him. It's up to him to decide how he wants to live his life in the future. He is our father, and we can't control him." Xu Peiran said indifferently.
What he sees now is very simple. He studies hard and provides support to his sister and mother. If he really changes and does not associate with the people in the old house, then they are still father and son.
If someone from the old house comes back and says something to him in the future, and he softens his heart and forgives them, then he shouldn't blame them for doing something infuriating.
Chu Jinxiao could actually understand Xu Peiran's thoughts very well.
When he was young, he also hoped that his father would be kind to him, but later on, all he thought about was Chu Hechuan.
No matter what good things there were, or on his or his mother's birthdays, he would not show up.
Now it seems that Chu Hong went to accompany Lin Xuan and her son.
"It's better to let go of things like this. That's how I got through it." Chu Jinxiao said comfortingly.
In response to Chu Jinxiao's consolation, Xu Zhiyan said unhappily, "It's better not to have any consolation from you."
"What I said is true. I am similar to you. The only difference is that my father gave his love to different people. Yours was given to the old house, while my father gave his time and love to his mistress and illegitimate child."
"At that time, I really wanted my father to be with me, even if it was just to talk to me, but he never did."
"Since I was a kid, I wanted him to celebrate my birthday with me, but every time it was my grandmother and my second uncle who celebrated it for me." Although I was very happy, I still felt like something was missing.
Later, as he grew up, he no longer needed these things.
"Now in order to please my mother, he might even try to win me over." Chu Jinxiao said casually.
After hearing what Chu Jinxiao said, Xu Peiran suddenly felt that they seemed to be somewhat luckier than Chu Jinxiao.
After all, Xu Shan was quite nice to them, but at that time he was still thinking about the people in the old house.
"So your life is actually pretty good."
"It's just that he didn't meet your requirements, but you are right not to forgive him. Who knows what will happen in the future?" Chu Jinxiao shrugged and said.
Before this, Xu Zhiyan thought Chu Jinxiao was trying to make them feel at ease, but now when she heard Chu Jinxiao say this, Xu Zhiyan was immediately amused. She looked at Chu Jinxiao helplessly and said, "You really breathe heavily when you speak."
Chu Jinxiao raised his eyebrows and said, "This is useless, but I just want to see how you are doing. I think you are in a good mood now."
The Xu Zhiyan siblings looked at each other. For some reason, they suddenly wanted to attack Chu Jinxiao.
The sympathy I had just now is completely gone.
Chu Jinxiao also knew that the two of them wanted to beat someone up, so he coughed and said, "Yanyan, your food is going to be burnt."
Xu Zhiyan noticed the pot in her pot and didn't have time to talk to Chu Jinxiao about it.
When the food was ready, Chu Jinxiao helped to serve it out.
The good mood he showed made Xu Peiran feel that Chu Jinxiao did it on purpose.
When the two of them missed each other, Xu Peiran said to Chu Jinxiao: "Thank you."
Chu Jinxiao paused for a moment, smiled slightly, and returned to the main room with the dishes.
Sitting on the stool, Chu Jinxiao looked at the food made by Xu Zhiyan, and his mood improved.
Every time Chu Jinxiao eats here, he feels that it is a pleasure.
The main reason is that the food cooked by Xu Zhiyan is so delicious.
After dinner, Chu Jinxiao said goodbye and went back.
Xingchen asked curiously, "Master, why didn't you tell them about that."
"There's nothing much to say. Xu Wenyu will soon be online." Chu Jinxiao said indifferently.
"Master, Xu Wenyu is a bit weird. Are you planning to..."
"It's okay. Although Xu Wenyu is a little clever, she can't threaten us." Chu Jinxiao said indifferently.
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