Chapter 247 Ji Wuxie's Regret and Despair
Chapter 247 Ji Wuxie's Regret and Despair
In fact, he was filled with fear, fearing that Xu Yuexi would recover her memories of her previous life and would become disgusted with him and leave him decisively.
He never thought of hurting her, but he never expected that he would hurt her in the end.
Fortunately, although he hurt her again in this life, he did not take her life, and she still has a chance to survive.
When listening to Tang Liuqing talking about her past, Ji Wuxie's heart, which was already aching due to his heartache for Xu Yuexi, felt as if it was pierced by thousands of arrows, and he was almost suffocated by the pain.
He had never thought that his little Yueyue would have such a tragic fate! She had been forced to survive alone in the deep mountains and forests since she was five years old. He really couldn't imagine how she, who was so young and petite at the time, could survive in such a harsh and dangerous environment.
At this moment, endless regret filled his entire body. He hated himself so much. Why did he rely so much on the soul seal? Why didn't he send his men to find Tang Liuqing immediately after finding out her identity?
If he had done this, would she have lived happily for the next ten years? Would he and she be together, and would there be no need for Tang Liuqing as a substitute?
In her previous life, she loved Li Yansheng, and in this life, she loved Tang Liuqing. Why didn't she love him? This realization was like a sharp dagger, ruthlessly piercing his already broken heart.
He shouldn't have hurt her husband. If it weren't for his impulsiveness that caused Lou Moyu and Tang Liuqing to be seriously injured, his little Yueyue would not have suffered such serious trauma!
In the final analysis, all of this was his fault! He was too arrogant and conceited, naively thinking that he could manipulate everything around him at will with his own powerful abilities, but he never thought that things in this world are unpredictable and difficult to predict!
It was precisely because of his blind self-confidence and arrogance that his innocent little Yueyue suffered endless suffering and torture, died again and again, and suffered all the pains of the world!
Regret and self-blame surged towards Ji Wuxie like a surging tide, engulfing him completely in an instant. The pain deep in his heart reached a critical point, and Ji Wuxie could no longer suppress the bloody taste that surged up his throat. A stream of scarlet blood gushed out like an arrow, splashing on the ground, forming a shocking pool of blood.
Before Tang Liuqing could react, Ji Wuxie's two subordinates appeared beside him at an extremely fast speed and supported him, as if this scene had happened countless times.
"Master, can I help you get back?"
Ji Wuxie casually wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and shook his head. He wanted to stay with his little Yueyue!
"Master Ji, what is this?"
Tang Liuqing was wondering if something happened to him, would it affect his wife?
"I'm fine! Lord Tang, if she wakes up, I'll have someone notify you.
Suifeng, you send Prince Tang back and entertain them well."
"Yes, Pavilion Master. Prince Tang, please follow me!"
Ji Wuxie thought that as long as Xu Yuexi's injuries healed, she would be fine. Seeing her recovering day by day and her complexion becoming rosier, he was looking forward to Xu Yuexi waking up with joy.
However, as time passed, when Xu Yuexi's injuries healed, her eyes were still closed and she showed no signs of waking up.
Ji Wuxie stayed beside Xu Yuexi anxiously. He called her name softly again and again, but all he got was silence.
Ji Wuxie began to doubt himself, wondering if he had lived too long and his medical skills had deteriorated due to his age. For this reason, he specially asked Shangguan Li to take Xu Yuexi's pulse.
But Shangguan Li's diagnosis was the same as Ji Wuxie's. Xu Yuexi was in good health and the baby was fine. It was also at this time that Tang Liuqing and the others knew that Xu Yuexi was pregnant with twins.
This should have been a happy event, but because Xu Yuexi is still in a coma and shows no signs of waking up, the joy has been greatly weakened and even gradually dissipated.
The men in front of me had sad faces and heavy moods.
In order to wake up Xu Yuexi, Ji Wuxie asked Tang Liuqing and several other men to accompany her and talk to her every day, but Xu Yuexi still had no response.
Gradually, Ji Wuxie felt desperate. He didn't know how to wake up Xu Yuexi, and this feeling of powerlessness made him feel extremely painful and tormented.
Suddenly, an idea flashed through his mind. He thought that Xu Yuexi was also a cultivator. If he could use spiritual power to stimulate the spiritual power in her body, perhaps he could stimulate her consciousness and she might wake up.
With this glimmer of hope, Ji Wuxie decided to give it his all. From then on, he sat quietly beside Xu Yuexi every night, concentrating his energy and continuously transferring his spiritual power into her body.
"puff"
"Pavilion Master, please stop. Your spiritual power is exhausted. You can't keep losing like this."
"Suifeng, step back, I'm fine!"
"Master, you have vomited blood so many times. If you continue like this, you will die. If you die, the princess will be sad when she wakes up."
Ji Wuxie helped Suifeng stand up with both hands. Looking at Xu Yuexi who was still sleeping on the bed, his heart was broken.
"Suifeng, do you think Xiao Yueyue will be sad if I die? I killed her in her previous life and hurt her in this life. All her misfortunes are caused by me. Tell me, will she be happy only if I die?"
"Pavilion Master, it was not your intention to hurt the princess. This is not your fault!"
"No, it's my fault. Everything is my fault. I harmed Yueyue. I killed her. It's all my fault. Pfft!"
Despair, self-blame, guilt, regret, Ji Wuxie, who was shrouded in endless pain all over his body, suddenly vomited blood again!
"Pavilion Master!"
Suifeng supported Ji Wuxie who was about to fall, but Ji Wuxie brushed Suifeng's hand away and slowly sat down beside the bed where Xu Yuexi was lying.
He sat on the ground, with one arm resting on the edge of the bed and his head resting on his arm, so that he could just see Xu Yuexi's sleeping face.
"Master, can I help you go back to your room to rest?"
"Suifeng, please step back first. I want to stay with her for a while."
"Yes, Pavilion Master."
"Xiao Yueyue, Brother Liaochen was wrong! If there is an afterlife, Brother Liaochen will definitely love you well and will never hurt you again!"
After Ji Wuxie finished speaking, he stabbed the dagger in his hand fiercely towards his heart.
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